Were you actually that charming?
Or was it the way I saw you?
Days and nights are passing by,
but why aren't your thoughts???
There are thousands of people in this world,
or even more...
then why are my thoughts just stuck at you?
May be it is because it was stupid of me to dream about you…
May be because my dreams and my expectations are just not leaving me...
The way you left me…
All these times alone, I thought I was regaining control...
I thought that forgetting you was becoming easier…
And a few days, I DID think less about you.
But then again you come with a big bang
No No…. not back to me in real ….just in my dreams!
Into my mind, into my heart
and into everything I do.
May be I don’t just love you
May be it is that my dreams for you.
And my dreams with you
are just too sweet to let your thoughts go
May be I am not able to see their failure
the failure of my expectations
of my dreams.
Everything crashed all of a sudden
my world shattered
from bliss to amiss
all but in one second
I don’t know whether you know my condition
because could never know your situation.
Are you thinking the way I am?
Or are you thanking God for going away so far from me?
Like other father did you too consider me a phase?
Or have u a special surprise up for me..??
I don’t know...
but whatever this is
It really pains inside...
I want you back, yet I won’t be able to get back.
Because I want the person
whose name is now erased from the living humankind….
© Arkodyuti Saha.